Wish Upon A Flutterby

2008-02-22T22:12:00.000-08:00

okay ,, i dont know whats wrong with all the teachers nowadays .

&& you know i hate the feeling of being pin-point by someone .

it's so damn embarassing && pissed to get pin-point .

anyway ,, i was DAMN DAMN DAMN busy the past few weeks .

&& was not able to update my blog .

okay ,, so .. what happened to my dnt journal work ?

well ,, we were expected to hand in the 22 pages as mentioned by our teacher last wed .

so all of us went to do last min work .

&& we slept at 4 plus am in the morning .

LIKE WTH ?!

we were so damn tired the next day that we can hardly open our eyes .

we slept almost every lesson && we aren't listening to what the teachers are saying .

in the end ,, we were just expected to finish 18 pages .

OMG ?! I ALMOST WANTED TO KILL MYSELF !

thats a big blow to me man !

anyway ,, X-country today .

so as expected ,, we walked all the way back to the finishing point .

awesome !

damn freakin tired .

having gathering on monday at CHANGI ?!

shucks man !

2008-02-19T03:18:00.000-08:00

i've got this pissed feeling inside me nowadays .

&& it's those on-off type .

i cant wait for april 12 to reach .

i say ,,

wont you just let me off from those tiring cca ?

twice a week ?!

like WTH ?!

i get so fed-up when people dont cooperate && everything .

&& like to complain to teachers && act a good shit in front of us .

if you wanna complain ,, by all means .

cos it's not that we're the only one thinking that way .

&& go ahead to be the teacher's good pet pet .

so ,, this is what i call "hypocrite" .

&& what shit .

i so hate dnt && that person now .

dont act as if i like you a lot .

it's not that i hate you ,, is just that i dont like you .

there's a diff ,, okay .
20 pages of A3 paper research to be hand in less than a week's time ?!

go bonkers man !

stupid shit .

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ,, FOO LILIN ! :)

2008-02-15T23:12:00.000-08:00

i skipped school today .

afterall i've got this feeling of accomplishment .

cause whats the point for staying till 6pm in school to do sth which i can do at home ?

&& whats the point of calling up our parents when they just dont understand a single thing that you're talking abt .

i spent the whole day locking myself in the room doing my dnt journal .

&& i swear it's whole day .

cause i dont wanna do my work && face the person i dont like at the same time .

at least i get some peace at home .

so what's the big deal then ?

it's only a absent letter .

it's not the fact that i don't dare to face someone i dont like .

it's the matter of how well i can do when nothing is bothering me .

another thing is that i need not vex over if i should go for cca or do my dnt .

so ,, one stone kill two birds . (:

but ,, this can be addictive .

you know why ?

cause i dont feel like going to school again on monday .

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! :D

2008-02-14T23:54:00.000-08:00

f*** ! this sucks big time !

&& you should know how sucks it is since all the f word came out .

&& i dont feel like going school tmr .

dont ask me why .

2008-02-12T19:38:00.000-08:00

although happy ,, but sad .

does this mean anything ?

or what if i say ,,

i am happy but sad at the same time .

okay ,, this is totally uncool .

i cant imagine that i actually went for cca today .

PE today was like "AAAHHHHHHHH !"

like X-country AGAIN ?!

stupid .

i think i didnt bring my manners out to school today .

&& thats what i call coincidence .

cause people like her dont need to be respected .

command us ard like a dog && thinks she is always right .

like whats wrong if we went ourselves first ?!

we are just learning from the past experiences of yours .

&& who are you to say that we are so rude ?!

we are just learning from you ,, UNDERSTAND ?!

&& you must be very HONOURED that YOU are in my blog .

cos by doing this ,, i'm polluting my own blog .

so please come && thank me instead of saying i'm rude again ,, okay ?!

HCA visitation tmr .

like WTH .

i cant rmb anything that i learned so far .

i wonder whats gonna happen tmr .....

2008-02-10T01:02:00.000-08:00

the best family photo .

i found out that i look damn freakin' ugly in all the photos taken during cny .

this is like the best one ?!

okay ,, school is starting tmr .

i've got nothing to expect .

&& steamboat later on !

WOO !

though it's kinda late ,,

but I LIKE !

yes !

steamboat ,, steamboat ,, steamboat .

mama miya ! :D

2008-02-08T22:13:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

well ,, for the time-being ..

i haven collect a lot of red packets yet .

like only 12 ?!

you know why ?

cos we didnt went out today .

&& only a few came to our house .

i slept till 1 plus today .

cos went out for movie at 1.30am with family .

haven done my homework yet .

WTH .

i dont even understand a single question .

haven done my dnt journal .

can go crazy man .

okay ,, my mother kept asking me why i didnt go to my friends' house .

one reason is they wouldnt be at home .

second reason is i THINK i'm lazy .

third reason is what for ?!

just perhaps for that few red packets doesnt make any difference anyway .

i rather lay prettily on my beautiful bed && snore like a pig ,,

than to travel here && there just for the sake of those few ang paos . :D

2008-02-06T23:53:00.000-08:00

SUCKS PLEASE !

i came to realise that i've been growing fats every single day .

&& this really sucks BIG TIME !

i was pondering over the pictures i took in the past .

&& i just feel like a damn big fat ugly woman looking at me whenever i stood in front of a mirror .

i've been eating non-stop every single second && i cant stop !

what shit !

&& i dont think i fits anyone out there .

ahh bang must be very suay that a fatty likes him .

new year is here && i'll bet that i'm gonna go for TAF if i keep eating like there's no tmr .

WTH .

my school uniform is gonna burst anytime since i've got a short ,, fat && wide body .

oh shit ! whatever lah !

okay ,, now ..

I'VE RECEIVED MY VERY FIRST ANG PAO FROM MY PARENTS .

$300 !

more will be coming . :D

money ,, money .. I NEED MONEY !

definitely not spending them on food !

BIG INCREDIBLE HULK !

2008-02-02T21:55:00.000-08:00

okay ,,

there's this lazy pig named LIM RUIQI ,,

she asked me to update my blog .

one thing i dont understand is ,,

why would a lazy pig ask me to update my blog ?!

LOL !

okay ,, whatever !

cos theres nothing special today just that i keep stuffing food into my mouth every second ,,

so i'm gonna blog about my schedule tmr .

okay ,, tmr i'm gonna meet up LIM RUIQI to acc her to go buy her school bag .

&& shop for my last min new year clothes .

&& then i will be doing some revision after i reached home .

&& i'm gonna do my homework till late night later on .

okay ,, i've completed one task today .

i've updated my blog that LIM RUIQI asked me to .

so ,, AU REVOIR ! :D

2008-02-01T02:35:00.000-08:00

X-COUNTRY WAS CANCELLED !

i'm not sure if it was a good or bad news .

but i'm glad that i'm at home . :D

okay ,, i really wanna pushed myself to study from now onwards .

i've been rather slacked for the month ,, january .

all homework must be hand in on time .

&& no more slacking after school anymore .

i wanna do what i say .

&& i hope that i will do the best .

so ,, GOOD-BYE ! :D

2008-01-29T03:45:00.000-08:00

WTH .

school is like some jail cum mental hospital to me .

people is gonna go crazy staying in there for long hours .

everything is piling up very fast && you just dont have the time to finish them all .

one wrong step && you're gonna go crazy !

80 plus pages dnt journal && actual project to be done by july .

HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO DO THAT ?!

homework keep piling up && i cant even hand them in on time .

CCA twice a week till 6 plus .

I'M GONNA GO INSANE ANYTIME !

anybody please stab && kill me NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW !

2008-01-27T08:23:00.000-08:00

life is getting so stressed up nowadays .

things are just not the way they are supposed to be .

everything happened so suddenly at the same time ..

&& i dont know how to get hold the best of them .

school isnt that fun anymore .

threatens && troubles caused by teachers .

friends that dont even want to cooperate .

i dont want all these anymore .

i just wanna be a normal student && end all my examinations and the year just that .

but ,,

how long must i wait ?

2008-01-25T18:59:00.000-08:00

AHH BANG .

you are so baddddddddddddddddddd ! :(

we are not meant for or is it that wasnt what you want ?

i dont wanna give up though .

cos i knew someday it will .

we are so near yet so far .

2008-01-18T05:13:00.000-08:00

theres this stupid arabian family living opposite my blk .

&& theres this 40 plus looking ah peh .

can i say .. HE'S SUPER CHILDISH TO THE FREAKIN' LIMIT .

can you imagine ?!

a 40 year old arabian ah peh pointing a laser into your house .

&& the moment you turn && look at them ,,

it feels like they are a cowardly dog && think they are so small that they can hide behind those 4 walls .

i feel like he's being possessed by some freakin' childish spirit .

&& i just stare at him && show him the "DIE" sign .

he better dont mess with me when i'm not in the mood .

cos if i have a laser ,,

i would play with him too .

shine right through his eyes for 10 min && i would see how he hide behind those 4 walls .

if he really could ,,

then i would go right into his house since his BIG DOOR was opened ..

&& stand right in front of him && scotchtaped the laser into his eyes .

damn the arabians .

i'm gonna call the police to catch you back to your arabic place .

you disgusting , childish LAO AH PEH !

2008-01-14T06:55:00.000-08:00

HELLO !

okay . i've got the urge to say this .

&& i dont know why . :D

why do people only know how to cherish one another only when they are gone ?

&& thats saddening you know .. :(

anyway ,, 2 more weeks before i get to see ahh bang !

:DDDDD

BYE ! :)

2008-01-08T22:52:00.000-08:00

hello ! hello ! hello !

ever since i stopped updating ,, nobody's been to my blog . =.=''

okay .. school has started like almost 1 week ago .

school was alright .

i'm just excited for everything .

i'm excited to step down .. to SL dinner .. to EXAMS .. to graduate .. && to WORK !

anyway ,, "O"s is crucial for this year ..

i must start mugging hard if not i wont be able to make it .

i dont wanna regret anything in the future alrights .

so .. in order to concentrate more on my studies ..

i wont be blogging very oftenly .

unless that particular day means very special to me .

like something regarding abt ahh bang or what-so-ever .

LOL !

so .. GOOD LUCK FOR EVERYTHING ,, yea ?!

&& oh ya ,,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,, DORIS !!!!! :D

2008-01-03T21:38:00.000-08:00

I'M GONNA DIE MAN !

camp overnight in school ytd .

it was tremendous ,, i tell you !

the sec 1s are irritating ,, disrespectful ,, talkative && playful .

&& can you ever imagine sleeping for less than 3 hours after playing the whole day ?

&& worse still ,, we got lessons the next day .

i can barely open my eyes today .

i feel like i'm sleepwalking even when i've waken up .

&& my eyes just went -.- like this whole day .

going back to school later for the finale thing .

it's FINALE ,, like YES !

&& i skipped the cca promotion thing so that i can sleep like for a few hours before going back .

so ,, GOOD-BYE !

2008-01-01T21:57:00.000-08:00

YES !

&& school is starting tmr !

OLEY with me ! :D

i finally can start racking my brains by doing maths questions .

although i'm really not satisfied by the fact that i'm doing ushering the very first day ..

&& the fact that i cannot go to school with friends ..

but it's alright .

a new start for me right .

so .. I WANNA BE MORE INDEPENDENT !!!!!

i wanna start to learn doing things on my own && not be too rely on friends .

i'm a grown up .. child .

hahahahahhaha !

okay .. i cant wait for school to start tmr !

although there's no more ahh bang .. ooooooh .. sad .. :(

but i wanna mug hard for this year !

&& diet for me too !

no more fast food anymore !

say GOOD-BYE to fatty fats !

BYE ! :B

i'm down with a flu . AHHHH-CHOOOO !

2007-12-31T14:51:00.000-08:00

hello .

it's hours before year 2008 .

Pastor Tan preached about the title change ytd .

we change by wisdom not by crisis .

somehow i feel that this sentence impact me a lot .

normally ,, we only changed ourselves when we meet certain crisis .

&& reasons why people dont change is due to pride ,, fear ,, rebellion ,, laziness && ignorance .

when i read the bible ytd ,,

i came to this verse whereby it just hit the spot totally .

Gen 4:7 - " If you do what is right , will you not be accepted ? But if you do not do what is right , sin is crouching at your door ; it desires to have you , but you must master it . ”

Gen 9:14-17 - http://www.blueletterbible.org/kjv/Gen/Gen009.html

&& that ,, i wanna end this wonderful 2007 with a beautiful ending && start anew in the coming 2008 .

Have a wonderful 2007 && blessed 2008 ! (:

2007-12-27T05:48:00.000-08:00

i kinda miss my hair now .

boo-hoo !

but it's okay .. somehow it's more neater and convenient anyway .

hahahahhahahhahahaha .

anyway .. went to make my IC today .

i felt like an adult after saying this .

hohohohohohohoho !

okay .. so went to city hall && vivo with LILIN today .

that fussy girl finally bought her school bag at kappa .

&& that "5.40" thing .. i decided not to say to prevent from her embarassment hor .

hahahahaha .

yea .. we bought school shoes too .

muahahahahhahahaha !

i cant wait for 31st dec .

it's gonna be the best countdown ever !

BYE ,, MY BE-LOVED 2007 !

you make my life full of those sweetest memories .

&& i somehow missed ahh bang . :B

2007-12-26T04:12:00.000-08:00

i just feel like stabbing anyone right into the heart now .

anyone that gets into my way .

what for you shout at me when it's none of my business !?

go and shout at him all you want && $%^$%^ get out of my sight !

&& guys are always hypocrites and selfish .

bunch of idiots !

2007-12-23T04:15:00.000-08:00

okay ,, hello .

this post is specially for my bestie ,, LILIN !

went out with her today after svc .

she wanna buy a school bag ,, but cant find one eh .

well ,, I SO LONG NEVER SEE HER LEH !

make me feel so crazy the moment i saw her .

i think she must have given me some drugs .

hehehehehehe .

anyway ,, one week never meet we talked even more .

craps ,, i mean .

walked to esplanade and bus-ed home .

she bought me presents from taiwan .

a wallet !

so sad to say ,, i bought a wallet for myself too .

anyway ,, i will use de lah !

i'm not that heartless . (:

&& i love the polka dot bangle .

cos it's like "bang"-le .

hahahahahahah .

ya ,, so anyway .. i still hope to see ahh bang .

very soon .

good-bye && have a nice day ! (:

2007-12-16T18:47:00.000-08:00

went for svc today .

i didnt managed to reach school in time .

so yea ..

i missed it .

went home after that .

oh well ,, nothing interesting .

so GOOD-BYE .

2007-12-15T11:26:00.000-08:00

shopping ! :D

went to BPP ytd with sis && aunt .

you know there's this sales in I.P zone .

&& i soooooooooo want their jacket for very long .

woow !

&& you know ,,

it's so fun to go to the sales category && throw eveything everywhere .

cos you never know you're gonna get sth you like the very next moment .

at a cheap price ,, mind you !

hahahahahhahahha !

headed to chinatown after that .

went to OG .

i bought a RED perllini wallet .

it's sooooooooooooooo super nice !

i like the colour && the fact that it's also super cheap . :D

bought a pair of shoes also .

omg ! LILIN is so gonna be jealous of me .

never mind ,, wait till she's back from taiwan . :D

i bought this brand of shoes which is like so super cheap also lah !

my eyeballs almost drop out ,, you know .

&& the clothes at chinatown is also super nice && cheap !

you know ,, cos it's end of the year && they are clearing the stocks .

woooooow ! cool ! I LIKE ,, I LIKE ! :D

&& i saw a FION bag ytd .

it's soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice !

same goes to the price . :B

i want money ! more money ! $.$

performance later .

kill me nowwwwwwww !

2007-12-12T23:59:00.000-08:00

i'm soooooo tired now .

went for haircut today .

i like my hair . :D

as in LOVE .

but i still think that it's a bit too long .

will be considering to go back && cut it shorter .

eh ,, it's free within ten days lah .

so yeah .

my sis did rebonding .

super long i tell you .

i sat at a corner for 6 hours waiting for my sis .

well ,, train-ed home after that .

i wanna sleep now .

i'm like so tired . O.O

2007-12-11T21:54:00.000-08:00

to whoever the LOW-PROFILE person is ,,

please show some self-respect okay .

how despicable you are to use others msn acc .

&& i've been observing YOU for a period of time .

it's rude enough meddling with others stuff .

but yet you even dare to change my nick to some whatever .

please lah ,, dont tell me you are so toot to even create an acc yourself .

just anyhow hack into others acc .

&& stupidly enough to leave some stupid evidence behind .

get a life lah , dude !

2007-12-11T15:28:00.000-08:00

bonjour ! (:

back from choir practice .

supposingly meeting LILIN to get my things .

but the person last min cannot make it .

anyway ,, choir ended 1 hour earlier .

which is so RARE .

accompany huishan to JE as she wanted to buy her stuff .

bus-ed home .

yeah ,, we chatted a lot .

she talked sense to me LEH .

hahahahahaha ! (:

anyway ,, i've started revising my maths .

i did those logarithim questions .

actually they arent difficult though . (:

but some questions really baffles me a lot .

yeah yeah ,, i know i'm hardworking .

dont need to praise me lah . :B

hahahahahaha .

Au revoir ! :D

stupid la you ! dont know what this means . hahahahahaha !

2007-12-10T23:48:00.000-08:00

YO-BU-SAE-YO ! :D

it's been raining the past few days .

nothing much happened during the past few days .

having choir practice tmr .

still got 3 more performances left .

CAROLING SCHEDULES :

Thursday , 13th Dec ( 12-5pm ) Capital Tower && Bugis

Friday , 15 Dec ( 12-5pm ) Olivgy centre && United square

Saturday , 15th Dec ( 3-7pm ) Suntec city && Raffles city

Sunday , 16 Dec ( 3-7pm ) Liat towers && Paragon

Monday , 24 Dec (4-10pm ) M Hotel

please kindly make your way down to the following starbucks outlets && hotel to give us your support !

Thanks many many ! :)

visiting the salon again this wed to cut my hair .

cant wait for a new hairstyle . :B

anyway ,, LILIN ,, bon voyage for your trip to taiwan on 15th !

&& welcome back to SINGAPORE ,, my dear RUIQI ! :)

i cant go overseas with my family due to the carolling schedules .

&& i'm going to be stuck at home all alone . :(

GOOD-BYE LAH ! :B

2007-12-06T08:13:00.000-08:00

performance today at Orchard starbucks .

COOL MAN !

nobody came && support us except yuya && Ms Gwee . =.=''

we were given free MANGO BLENDED . :D

it's nice but just a bit too sour . :B

performance 1st time round was absolute fine .

but the 2nd time was worse after worse .

the pianist play too fast ,, the peeps forgot the lyrics ,, we went off-pitch .

DISASTER ,, i should say .

&& of course ,, we got reprimanded by our conductor .

went to grab some snacks while waiting for the bus .

OMG ,, it tell you !

the curry puff over there ,, WOAHHHHHHHHHHH !

undescribe-able . ( if there's this word )

went to MAC at wm with Noelle && co. with alida ,, huishan ,, winnie && sheryl .

bus-ed && crap-ed home with huishan ( "kali-pok" ) :D

jogging with my sis tmr .

KEEP FIT LAH !

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! :)

2007-12-04T04:22:00.000-08:00

wa seh !

today's practice was a B-L-A-S-T !

BLAST !

keep practising && getting scolded .

but meanwhile ,, it's all worthwhile . :D

went to JP with minchi ,, alida && elaine . :)

i tell you ,,

LEVEL 3 ,, KOPITIAM ,, HANDMADE NOODLES STORE ...

SUCKS PLEASE ?!

hell oh .

their food is totally non-edible .

wasted my $3.50 on waste materials .

carolling at Orchard starbucks this thurs .

anyone interested or free ,,

please kindly make you way to ORCHARD STARBUCKS ( 4.30pm - 8pm ) .

not very sure where is it .

just go && find the most crowded place can alr .

please really support us . :D

appreciate it .

Thanks && Loves ! :B

2007-12-02T22:14:00.000-08:00

AMAZING !

muscle-cramps all over without doing exercise .

i'm aching all over now .

i think that's because i sat down for too long during outing .

&& YES !

i can register for my NIRC on 14th dec ! :D

that's totally cool !

HA !

i think my photo will be me with short hair .

cos i'm gonna cut my hair soon . :)

wanted to go to the gym today .

but since i'm aching all over now ,,

forget it .

if not ,, it will be worse ! :)

AH-NEE-YOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! :D

2007-12-01T23:56:00.000-08:00

outing at pasir ris park today was funnnnnnnnn ! :D
had games && planning for sec1 orientation camp .
&& BBQ at night ! :)
night scenery is just simply AWESOME !
you know when the sky is going to be dark && the sea is drifting near you && the wind is blowing at your face .........
AWWWWWWW ..
i missed it so much !
i'm sure i'm going back to there again ,, right friends ?!
learned the mass dance .
i just screwed it up . :D
went back to school && bus-ed to westmall .
had mac for supper with LILIN .
we were so full that our stomach almost burst !
but we still stuff ourselves with the remaining fries . :D
saw ZIJIAN && her "wee-ooh-weet" .
LOL !
&& LILIN was so thirsty that she drank 1 UPSIZE cup of coke ,, drank 1/4 of mine && 1/4 of zijian's .
she really can drink man !
CHEERS ! :D
HA !

i missed ahh bang a lot . :(

2007-11-29T22:20:00.000-08:00

Michelle Branch is so loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed !

Turn it inside out so I can see

The part of you that's drifting over me

And when I wake you're, you're never there

But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere

You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far

Just tell me why you're here and who you are

'Cause every time I look

You're never there

And every time I sleep

You're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe

I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel

It's hard to think that

You might not be real

I sense it now, the water's getting deep

I try to wash the pain away from me

Away from me

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe

I'm not alone

I am not alone

Whoa, oh, oooh, oh

And when I touch your hand

It's then I understand

The beauty that's within

It's now that we begin

You always light my way

I hope there never comes a day

No matter where I go

I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe

I'm not alone

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I catch my breath

It's you I breathe

You're everything I know

That makes me believe

I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see

So tell me

Do you see me?

2007-11-29T08:48:00.000-08:00

MIRACLE HAPPENED TODAY ! :D

LILIN actually called me up && asked for a movie date .

&& i ps my sis-s last min && went with her .

LILIN ,, arent you touched ?!

btw ,, if you arent .. YOU ARE HEARTLESS MAN ! :)

went to watch ENCHANTED at marina square .

saw a lot of mates there . :)

quite an interesting show though .

went to walked ard after movie .

planned to go to esplanade intially .

but we went out very late ,, so everything end up late then .

mrt-ed home .

waited for my sis-s at void deck .

cos my mum thought i went out with them .

i waited for ONE HOUR && FORTY-FIVE MIN please ?!

saw my jie's friend && she asked me to go up her house first .

then after that my jie go && find me .

&& she scolded me for being lame . =.=''

WTH .

if you dont like ,, then why dont you say earlier ?!

i rather go back home alone && get scolded by mummy rather than waiting for you guys ONE HOUR && FORTY-FIVE MIN && get scolded by you !

unreasonable sister .

forget it .

i prefer my second sis okay ?!

she's at least not that selfish ,, not that HAO LIAN ,, && she at least will play with me lo .

sucks please ?!

anyway ,, my second sis asked me out tmr .

WOO HOO ! I'M HAPPY ! :D

2007-11-28T09:56:00.000-08:00

i jerked up .

&& i looked at my watch .

9.27 AM ?!

so ,, i was going to be late for cca .

&& i was wondering if i should go .

cos i was very late && that i dont have enough money to cab to school .

&& so here i am ,, using computer . :)

wth .

i'm so looking forward to today's practice cos the pianist is coming today .

&& i woke up late .

dreads ........

need to submit letter if i miss a practice .

&& i seriously dont know what my maid is doing .

she knows that i'm going to school today ,,

&& yet she left me to sleep && didnt even iron my school uniform .

wth .

i'm not trying to blame her for making me late for school .

but thats the point that we hire her for what .

&& you know what is she doing when i woke up ?!

LOOKING OUTSIDE THE WINDOW WATCHING "SCENERY" .

hell oh .

&& now ,,

i'm gonna stay at home the whole day again .

SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!! :B

2007-11-27T19:15:00.000-08:00

i wonder when will this holiday end .
i'm getting so boring . :B
LILIN ,, can you get your shades quick && make our way to the beach ?!
&& RUIQI ,, please make yourself free cos i'm gonna call you up anytime to the beach . :)
oh ho !
my sis is ending her exams tmr !
i'm gonna go out with her ! :D
as far as i know ,,
whenever there's a sale ,, there will be her .
woo hoo ! I LIKE ! :D
caroling is coming up !
i'm glad that i've chosen the right date .
paragon ,, liat towers ,, suntec city && raffles place on 15 && 16 dec.
mostly are not-so-crowded places .
&& wearing starbucks shirt caroling at their outlets .
i'm so glad that i'm doing this man ! :B
some sort of cool person are we .
&& am gonna go nerd style next year .
so dont be too shock . :D
cos next year is no more joke ..... hohohoho ! :D

2007-11-26T16:25:00.000-08:00

well .
i just came back from cca .
tight schedules ,, you know .
i think my eyebags are getting from bad to worse . O.O
i cant get to sleep till the middle of the night .
my mind is always filled with things .
i need cucumbers ,, hoho ! (:
&& i wanna go out but nobody is free .
sad oh .
cos by the mid of dec ,,
i wanna start revising my math-s && POA .
prepare for stress man !
woo-hoo !
i cant wait for next year to start .
so that i can see ahh bang ..
one last time . (:

2007-11-23T18:29:00.000-08:00

Omg ! This song is so loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed ! (:

Westlife-When i'm with you

When I'm with you

When I'm with you you you

You.. when I'm with you

What good's a memory

Without you there with me

The morning sun ain't the same without you here

You are the summer breeze

The wind blowing through the trees

You make the loneliness

All just disappear

Nothing replaces your touch

Never stop believing in us

They try to break us

But we stand strong in love

They'll be no distance too far

I gotta be where you are (right where you are)

I don't wanna face this world alone

Without you by my side

You're the only one

That makes it feel like home

And I need you in my life

When you're not around I'm feeling

Like a piece of me is missing

When it feels like the day is closing in

Somehow I find the faith To make it through

When I'm with you

When I'm with you you you

You.. when I'm with you

What good's a photograph

If you're not in the other half

Why even dream If I'm not dreaming of you

You make me a better man

Promise I'll do all I can

Your love keeps bringing me Closer to the truth

Nothing replaces your touch

Never stop believing in us

They try to break us

But we stand strong in love

They'll be no distance too far

I gotta be where you are (right where you are)

I don't wanna face this world alone

Without you by my side

You're the only one

That makes it feel like home

And I need you in my life

When you're not around I'm feeling

Like a piece of me is missing

When it feels like the day is closing in

Somehow I find the faith To make it through

When I'm with you

When I'm with you you you

You.. when I'm with you

When I'm with you

When I'm with you you you

You.. when I'm with you

Hey

I questioned whether time or fate

Would ever show me a sign

The moment I saw you

That's when I knew

I feel it when I'm with you

I don't wanna face this world alone

Without you by my side

You're the only one

That makes it feel like home

And I need you in my life

When you're not around I'm feeling

Like a piece of me is missing

When it feels like the day is closing in

Somehow I find the faith To make it through

When I'm with you

When I'm with you you you

You.. when I'm with you

When I'm with you

When I'm with you you you

When I'm with you

2007-11-22T22:34:00.000-08:00

i had nightmares continuously every night recently .

man ,, this is so scary . :B

one of the most scary nightmares i had recently is about my prom .

i dreamt that i thought i had bought my dress && everything .

&& on that very day ,, i cant find my dress ,,

&& my shoes's heels is broken && my cosmetics everything GONE .

i was so startled && looked at the time .

1 more hour left !

i began crying && searching high && low for some replacements .

&& poop !

i woke up .

&& the lucky thing is that i woke up that very moment .

cos i dont wanna know the very next thing that is gonna happen .

i cant imagine if it's gonna happen to me in reality .

i'm gonna die man !

&& i'm so bored now please !

i cannot work due to age .

i cannot go out too recently if not my mum's gonna nag again .

hell oh .

how i wish i can be in my 20s now .

then i can live by my own .

everything is under my control but not hers .

&& i need not follow her orders anymore .

but how i wish now is the starting year of 2007 .

so that i'm can cherish everything that i didnt once cherished .

oh ,, sec 4s prom is tmr .

i wonder how it's gonna be .

i miss ahh bang a lot . :(

2007-11-21T07:27:00.000-08:00

oh gosh .

i've got cca tmr MORNING && i'm still here using computer .

oh kay .

i did some research a while ago .

isnt something scientific or whatever .

is something about ahh bang . (:

sad oh .

i guess i've to put down this burden in me .

no more should i worry since it's impossible .

anyway ,, memories are always worth treasuring . (:

the 2 person that i went crazy for months && years in my life .

i never once regret about my decisions .

is just that i cant find this faith && courage in me to say them out .

it's quite embarassing ,, you know .

i never once did that in my life .

so now ,, i can see how loyal i can be . :D

i dont want my feelings to be one-sided neither do i want it be forced .

so it's better to know it yourself rather than having others as your burden .

LOVE is not easy if both parties arent true && ready to give ways .

that's how sad it can be . (:

good-bye ,, my love .

2007-11-20T18:10:00.000-08:00

hell-o-peeps .

i'm urging for something .

&& yes ,, i wanna go overseas please .

i'm seriously not satisfied of the CHINA trip .

utterly disappointed by the teachers .

eh ,, i wanna go .. korea or new zealand .

or better still .. AMERICA .

is like WOW OH WOW !

i'm gonna jump up to the top of the ceiling if i can go to AMERICA one day .

i can practice my fluent english over there . (:

&& when can i go to the beach ?!

hello friends ?! i'm waiting for an answer !

&& steamboat ,, steamboat please !!!!

oh .. i wanna watch ENCHANTED too ! :D

&& i missed ahh bang like to a large extend . :(

ahh bang ,, where are you ?

2007-11-19T15:57:00.000-08:00

WTH .

i just hate it when i planned everything properly before hand && everything just gone by a word from YOU .

damn it .

dont give me empty promises if you know you wont mean it .

&& now ,,

i'm gonna spend my whole day with the ah neh-s ,, you && the messy house .
DAMN !

2007-11-18T23:02:00.000-08:00

helloooooooooooooooooooo !
went to city hall with my sis just now .
we didnt buy anything cos we dont have money with us .
so ,, we did window-shopping . (:
headed to esplanade at abt 8 plus . :D
saw a mediacorp artiste .
&& her name is LE YAO .
http://8.mediacorptv.sg/imagegallery/pictures/9931/.html
sorry abt this ,, but she really has this lowly and slutty look .
why would i say this ?
thats because she give me that "HELLO ?! I'M A FAMOUS PERSON OVER HERE PLEASE ?!" look .
whatever .
&& far from coincidence ,,
theres a LIVE PERFORMANCE at esplanade there .
&& you know what ?!
ROCKER AH NEH-S !
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooots !
rockers usually shake their heads up && down .
but ROCKER AH NEH-S are different !
they shake their heads from left to right !
&& they've got lots of supporters including ME ! :D
&& thanks to vasantham channel ,, it makes the performance successful .
:D
mrt-ed back home .
&& i'm rather "lucky" to see my school mates along the way back home .
calling me ,, "EH ,, DUNEARN DE !"
&& obviously ,, i didnt replied to them .
bunch of gay-s ! (:

2007-11-17T08:49:00.000-08:00

gosh .

i wonder why ppl visit my blog && didnt wanna leave a tag behind .

is not that i would bite them off if they just leave a "hi" behind .

hello ppl ,, my blog is dead shit please !

OMG ,, the world is changing . :O

anyway ,, i went for svc today .

WEEE-OOOOO-WEEEEEEEEET ! :D

so fun la today !

Pst Phil Pringle drew while preaching .

He drew the 12 disciples && Jesus .

think he will be drawing a Cross tmr .

too bad ,, i cant go . :(

anyway ,, went for dinner with LILIN ,, LIJIA ,, YINGHUA && her mum && sis .

LOL !

we talked lots of "seafood" .

most of them are "crabs" .

LOL !
bus-ed home alone . :(

anyway ,, i was playing with my hair with the curler just now .

i permed my hair && looked like some kind of mad woman now . :D

&& i didnt know that actually i looked quite attractive with my hair permed .

LOL ! :D

shopping with besties on monday !

WOOOOOTS !

i cant wait for monday to arrive ! :D

2007-11-16T08:02:00.000-08:00

K550I .

W380I .

hey yo !

you saw the 2 phones on top ?!

i'm considering .

for the K550I ,, i wanted white .

but i'm still not very sure .

but as for the W380I ,, it isnt out in the market yet .

so i've to wait .

okay ,, anyway ,, my parents didnt say they wanna buy a phone for me .

so ,, i'm just dreaming if i get them .

ooh ,, && you know what ?!

i didnt know ahh bang is so lame && humourous just like me .

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO ! :D

&& my sis is going for korean lessons tmr !

OMG !

she didnt even help me to register la !

what GOOD sis i have man .

i'm gonna bother her everyday .

who ask her dont want to bring me there .

&& my house is under-going some renovations .
so my mother want us all out for 2 weeks .
WOO HOO !
cool man !
&& the bangla-s renovating the house so funny la !
i didnt expect i can communicate well with them .
examples will be ,,

BANGLA 1 : your school closed alr ah ?
ME : not closed ,, is holiday . (giving a lame face)
BANGLA 2 : * LAUGHS REAL LOUD .

ya ,, so i'm like sociable just like LILIN .
LOL !
dont understand ?! go && ask her then .
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA !
GOOD-BYE ! (:

2007-11-15T18:07:00.000-08:00

&& HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
i'm back ! :D
you guys missed me ?!
LOL !
actually CHINA isnt as bad as how we think overall .
the scenery over there is SUPERBBBBBB !
for me ,, i think that 7 days is a bit too short .
cos i didnt enjoy myself the first few days .
&& the tour guide is damn good can ?!
i've got a lot of different experience over there .
we visited the most popular places over there .
&& we almost got robbed at there .
thanks to the shopowners that we can still survive .
if not ,, i'm gonna stand in the middle of the street && scream like some crazy mad woman .
i enjoyed the place where we sat the ferry && viewed the scenery at shanghai .
COOOOOOOOOOOOOOL MAN !
&& i seriously think that there isnt enough time for shopping can ?!
i didnt even buy anything back to singapore .
thanks to the teachers huhh ?!
giving stupid attitude to us && the tour guide .
i think you guys completely spoil the whole image of dunearn secondary please ?!
you said we can have free time at the last day .
&& end up breaking your promises .
what the shit man !
are you trying to teach us to lie to others too ?!
still have the face to tell others you guys are teachers .
SHAME ON YOU GUYS !
please bloody hell get out of my sight the next one year cos i seriously cant accept that you guys LIED .
shamless teachers . :)

2007-11-07T18:17:00.000-08:00

hello hello hello !

erm ... yupp .

10 more hours before i go to changi airport . :)

i keep having this feeling that i'm travelling a week later .

&& yea ,, i think i have packed almost all the things .

i'm not very excited leh .

knowing that some ppl is going .

&& going with a grp of 30 plus ppl .

i think i'm gonna enjoy the night whereby we are in the hotel .

thats .. in peace man ! :D

my father is driving me && LILIN to airport later .

so we're not sitting Pei shi's car .

cos quite troublesome .

i think i'm gonna sleep at 8 pm later ?!

if not i will definitely miss the flight .

oh kay . :B

i will be back to update my blog on 14/15 nov .

so be sure you guys tag my board during these 7 days .

if not ,, i'm gonna jump down from 2312849753495705319857 storeys .

&& the murderer will be YOU !

MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA ! :D

okay .. i'm stupid insane . :)

2007-11-07T01:49:00.000-08:00

after cutting my hair .. i went to spotlight with that "blink-blink" hat on . :)

thats how long my hair is . :D

say "good-bye" to my hair . :)

you see me behind there ?! i was waiting to be served . :)

2007-11-06T23:45:00.000-08:00

hello friends . :)

i just came back from town . :D

nah .. actually went to dhoby ghaut to cut my hair .

had an appoinment .

you know what ?!

overall ,, it was quite okay .

but it looks the same when i tied up my hair .

supposingly wanna cut short .

but i didnt .

maybe i'll wait until next year after prom denn go cut yea ?!

the stylist teached me how to make my hair look short by tying all the long hair behind up .

but i forgot how to do it . =.=''

damn .

i regret it now .

i should have cut my hair short .

its okay ..

i guess i will go back again and request for a short hair . :)

so i will have a short hair by next year . :D

&& yay !

cos i need not wake up so early to tie my hair anymore . :D

*twist ! :B

2007-11-05T20:56:00.000-08:00

wth .
i wanna ask YOU a question ..
if you f 'ing hate me or dont trust me that much ..
denn why do you wanna born me initially ?
can you stop using those insulting words to provoke me ?
&& can you also dont rake up my past mistakes ?
dont ever tell me you nvr had any mistakes .
&& that what i did was like a zillionnnnnnnnnnnnnnn years ago can ?
i was that small only !
sometimes i hope you would read what i post about you .
i want you to know how i feel you treat towards me .
you dont talk after you provoked me .
if you were guilty of what you said ,,
then what is so difficult about saying a "sorry" .
at least it would change my day if not yours .
sometimes i wished you dead but sometimes you were so good to me that i dont know what to say .
tell me ,, whats the true way of yours ?

2007-11-04T15:08:00.000-08:00

HELLO !

as you can see how bored i am ,,

i decided to change my blogskin .. temporary .. :)

&& yea ,, i slept at 4 am today .

&& i woke up at 1.30 pm ..

isnt that cool huhh ?!

&& LILIN ..

about that pledged amt you asked me ..

i must say that i am not certain at all ..

because my sis was just beside me when you called ..

you know you know ?!

need no further explanation . :)

tmr havin' performance at Grace Orchard school .

&& Tan Kah kee gatherin' after that .

i'm gonna memorise the scores now . :)

4 more days before China trip ...

i didnt know ahh bang has been in my life for eight full months . :)

2007-11-03T04:52:00.000-07:00

"mummy ! i'm sick of staying at home pleaseeeeeee !"
:(
i cant go for svc ,, i cant go out .
not say i'm grounded ,,
but for certain reasons ,, i have been going out for umpteen times this week . :)
china trip is like around the corner .
i'm somehow excited for something ..
but not too sure what was that .
but i'm certain that i'm not excited about the country that i'm visiting .
&& the reason that we are going as a school trip .
7 days ...
i'm gonna make myself insane during these 7 days .
for as far as i know ,,
that's the first time i "fly" with my friends . :)
anyway ,, i left 5 more days before i go to CHANGI ...
airport ,, mind you ! :D
&& yea ,, i'm still not too sure of what should i bring .
:)

"you never know what LOVE means ,, when you never LOVE wholeheartedly ."

Love at first sight is easy to understand; it's when two people have been looking at each other for a lifetime that it becomes a miracle.-Amy Bloom
If I am not worth the wooing, I am surely not worth the winning. -Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
If I know what love is, it is because of you.-Herman Hesse
If love is the answer, could you rephrase the question?-Lily Tomlin
Love is a condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.-Robert Heinlein
Where there is love, there is pain.-Spanish proverb

2007-11-02T07:42:00.000-07:00

Song - Wang Li hong-Luo Ye Gui Gen

hello . :)
back to school for tutorial again today .
went shopping with LILIN ,, PEISHI && HUIPING .
shan't go into details .
&& ZUER almost scared me to death can ?!
cos i was like ordering sth online .
denn she told me got a person ask her if she was Rowena .
i was like ,, "HUHH ?! OMG ! faster goooooooooooooo find her !!" .
later did i knew ,,
she lied to me .
=.=''
okay ,, i felt so retard for once .
went to far east && AMK hub .
bus-ed home after that . :)

2007-11-01T03:21:00.000-07:00

to that 2 UGLY guys who sat 187 on 5.36 pm on 1st NOV 2007 ..
as far as i'm concerned ,,
dunearn girls dont need to be judged by you guys .
&& who the hell do you think that you guys have the rights huhh ?!
excuse me ,,
dont say others when you are one yourself && your taste is worse than a SHIT !
bloody arsehole !
some kind of shit you guys are ! :)
spent the whole morning havin maths && geo tutorial .
went to basketball court to watch the training .
the training was tough man !
i wonder if i joined basketball at first ..
i wouldnt be so GENTLE now . :)
cos i might get influenced by the things i learn .
went for choir practice after that .
i almost get high blood pressure .
so much to rmb when singing .
the tone ,, the volume ,, the pitch ..
rough rather than stress ?!
:D
shopping tmr .
thats the last time . :D
i'm going to have a haircut soon !
i want it to be designed by the hairstylist . :)
so if it's gonna be like ...... EVEN WORSE ...
i'm gonna KILL MYSELFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF ! :D

2007-10-31T06:49:00.000-07:00

HELLO ! :D
shopping today with LOVE ones .
&& cos MR 'MONEY" didnt come ,,
we get to leave school earlier . :D
went to far east with LILIN && PEISHI .
we were like aiming for all the long sleeves shirt .
but none to expectations . :)
&& because of that CHINA trip ,,
we spent all the unnecessary money .
went to chinatown denn to bugis .
I WANT THAT BOYFRIEND SHIRT PLEASEEEEEEEE ! :)
but that salesperson is like ... duh ?!
forget it . :)
went back to far east again .
i bought a vest .
but i didnt buy a SHIRT ! :(
bus-ed home .
PEISHI && LILIN played in the bus for the total 1 && a half hours .
but i was too tired to bother with them .
HOWEVER ,, they were making fun of me !
i felt like a foolish puppet for once .
thanks to you guys ah !
&& you know what ?!
when we were about to alight ,,
i accidentally hit the bus "hammer" thing which when you hit it ,, it will give a signal that you wanna break the glass .
luckily PEISHI save me ! :D
LOL !
&& the bus uncle asked peishi abt it .
but she denied it .
cos he was like asking did she hit the backdoor .
denn i heard && i told peishi ,,
I DIDNT HIT THE BACKDOOR ,, I HIT THE "HAMMER" . :D
&& i acc my jie to westmall .
i didnt wanted to okay ?!
but i'm back alr .
so ... too bad . :D

2007-10-30T05:36:00.000-07:00

oh .
some ppl in this world just dunno how to live in a proper manner . :)
i have a BIG STUPID ATTITUDE today && i apologised for that . :D
sorry .
went to IMM with LILIN today to meet PEISHI up . :D
zijian left her alone last min huhh ?!
ZIJIAN ARH ~!
went to walk ard to find some of the CHINA trip clothings .
went to JEE to buy some winter stuffs .
&& gosh !
we spent abt 40 min at there ?!
we were like chatting away with the sales-person abt the stuffs there .
funny ah ?!
we were like wanting to buy muffs ,, hats ,, scarfs ......
went to try out shirts after that .
none to satisfaction though . :)
mrt-ed to westmall && shop a while .
i bought a RED shirt . :D
oh yea ~~ !
went to BB inter to acc PEISHI home . :)
BRIDGING TMR .
shopping after that with LILIN && PEISHI ! :D
*LOVES !

OMG ! I LOVE MY FRIENDS to a large extend ! :D
not forgetting ahh bang too ! :)

2007-10-29T01:20:00.000-07:00

hello !
LILIN LIKE BREAST !
:D
she's such a pervert !
today got maths tutorial with MR "MONEY " $_$ .
he's fierce but humourous at the same time yea ?!
&& gangster with a piercing are known as "metal pimple" ?!
*LAUGHS !
&& his teachings are also very great .
at least i can understand what he is trying to explain .
&& God !
i gotta like go back school everyday until next week ?!
KILL ME MANNNNNNNN !
cant they just put them all at the same days ?!
&& i freakin wanna go to he beach please ?!
i cant even go out with besties !
DAMN !
there goes my holiday ...

2007-10-26T07:14:00.000-07:00

*waves !
home is the warmest place to be in .
*smile .
today's awards day was so B-O-R-I-N-G can ?!
i should say ,, luckily ruiqi didnt come .
cos she will also be bored to death if she was there .
how smart of her man !
went back to LILIN's house to change to the SL uni .
bus-ed back to school .
i saw ahh bang but not that close .
:D
went to the meeting && end ard 4 pm .
had break after that .
&& i saw him again .
but was rather sad .
cos what i saw was his back facing me ..walking away .
=(
LILIN ,, you were supposed to console me okay ?!
BUT YOU DIDNT !
still laugh at me telling abt your things huhh ?!
you are so D-E-A-D !
muahahahahhahahahh .
went to suntec 's swensen .
&& the food there ..
TOTALLY SUCK !
i felt so not well && had headache after the meal .
freakin' swensen .
bus-ed home .
saw my jie . :D
tmr got concert @ ACS Barker .
i wonder why i agreed to go initially .
with the choir peeps somemore .
my schedule is also like .. HELP !
so totally not free .
kill me NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!!!

2007-10-25T10:33:00.000-07:00

HELLO !
okay ,, the time now is 1.35 am .
&& here i am blogging . :D
but i'm going school later okay ?!
so afterall ,, i'm still a good student . :D
went for the tea appreciation today .
i just feel like we went from dunearn to tanjong pagar && back again .
cos we dont seem to really spent our time there .
went back to collect report book .
my results so suck okay ?!
but i SWEAR i will work hard from NOV 2007 onwards . =)
went to JP denn to LILIN's hse .
CG ! :D
although i dont really like combined cg ,,
but the atmosphere is so filled up . :D
after cg ,,
me && LILIN went to somewhere && chat our hearts out .
TO FOO LILIN ,,
&& i knew everything huhh ?!
LOL !
but rest assured la !
i will keep my mouth zipped unless you ask me to un-zipped them .
:D
okay ,, i was just telling her on how to get to know you know you know .
but seems like we've only got 1 plan which dosent seems to work at all .
but nvm ,,
you never know unless you give it a try .
:D

2007-10-23T22:36:00.001-07:00

i've been sitting before the computer for the past few hours .
in fact ,, i was not bored at all .
jie went to school to take her "O"s .
combined chem .
wished her luck .
i felt so great not attending school ,, you know ?!
told my mum i dont wanna attend school .
&& anyway ,,
i dont think letter need to be produced .
so many ppl also never go .
if they were to produce letter ,,
denn the whole school would be flooded with letter ,,
understand ?
i dont feel like attending school tmr again .
hahahahahahah .
can i ,, pleaseeeeeeeeee ?! :D

2007-10-23T03:09:00.000-07:00

i'm sooooooo tired .
i'm not going school tmr .
you know why ?
i also dunno why .
i think cos tmr's activities is so boring && ahh bang is not in school anymore .
so ..
what for going to school ?
be back to school on thurs .
cos i'm rather excited for the outing trip .
never mind if it's boring .
at least i got to step out of school .
&& choir ,,
forget about it .
it's getting from bad to worse .
ppl are either quitting or just skipping practices with those lame excuses that i once gave .
&& i think my holidays are down to the drain .
i've got tight schedule till i dunn think i can breathe .
it's like having practices every alternate DAYS .
&& DAYS .. ppl !
not weeks !
&& i just so swear that i'm gonna go poly after sec sch .
so that i need not mug on those sciences && maths .
&& no more cca detention i swear .
i can even focus on the course that i'm interested in .
either interior design or those advertisement type you know .
so now i'm sure which course i'm interested in ,,
i need not worry anymore .
cos i swear i nvr step into JC ,,
hell those maths && sciences .
cos i know i'm seriously not good in those .
&& no point saying study hard when in JC .
cos you only got 2 years .
unless you are a brainiac ,, if not i'm gonna say YOU CANT MAKE IT !
you cant possibly get everything into your head within that one and a half year .
&& from wad i know ,,
even if you get into uni after that ,,
you still need to start from the basics while those came from poly just have their leg up on the table at home .
cos they have already learnt the basics when they are in poly .
&& you know what that means ?
it means if you go JC ,, you are studying MORE ,, brainiac !
&& that if you go to JC ,, && fail your A level ,,
congrats man !
cos you know nothing ,, no skills ok ?!
at least if you get into poly ,, && cant get into uni ,,
you still got the skills && can continue on what you've study .
&& JC ppl have more chances to get into uni .
hello ?! only by a few % please !
&& furthermore ,, they are building more uni-s nowadays .
so what for worry ?
so long as you stay focus ,, you still can get into uni .
so make the wise choice ,, peeps !

2007-10-22T00:28:00.000-07:00

shout *WOOTS !
oh yea ,, oh yea ,, oh yea !
*shake ! *shake ! *shake !
I GOT PROMOTED !
muahahahahhahhahhahha !
or should i say *phew ?!
i merely went insane for a moment !
but i felt some sort of dis-heartened when i knew that some of them were retained .
quite unexpected though .
hope they will work harder next year .
same goes for me ! :D
study hard ,, play hard .
had sports carnival today .
&& again ,,
we were late .
or should i say the cab were late ?!
we were like waiting for cab for half and hour ,,
&& not a single cab available .
&& we hailed a taxi at ard 7 am .
went to fetch zijian to school since we were already late .
was freaking pissed ,, you know ?!
but we got plans in our mind ,, so we were able to escape from Mr Rani's punishment .
oh ,, && you know what ?
the carnival is so extremely ,, superly boring !
we were like teaching the pri sch to play "Mary had a little lamb" .
&& a chop for them .
if i were the pri sch kids ,,
i would went "BORING !"
&& got this girl ,, she really pissed me off .
cos we were like saying you know any song just play .
denn she didnt react so we expected that she dunno .
&& we teach her the MARY song .
&& guess what ?!
she went ,, " huhh ?! so not musical talented arh ?!"
i was like ,, hello ?!
you didnt even know how to play a single song ,,
&& you dare to say this bullshit sentence ?!
i mean ,, are you saying yourself or what ?!
yea ,, && i didnt offer her sweets cos i didnt want to .
i'm not selfish okay ?!
at least i chopped for her .
so ,, i spent the whole day playing at the guides "remember the things in the box" booth .
okay ,, four more days to school holidays .
you know what ?!
i'm soooooooo looking forward to it .
cos we can go to the beach !
&& play like some crazy mad women till school starts .
cos the start of a nightmare is about to begin .....

2007-10-20T09:24:00.000-07:00

wth .
late for the public speaking course today .
never mind about that .
worst is ,, gonna be the last one to go on monday sports carnival .
=.=''
wth . wth . wth .
yea ,, like i want to be late like that .
&& starts at 8 am .
&& we were 2 min earlier ,, you say we were late .
wth . wth . wth .
&& choir is like ,,
wth also la !
we've got practiceS every shit week .
&& we are like gonna work non-stop till we step down next year ?!
WTH !
you know what ?
i feel like shouting "*TOOT" ,, you know ?!
&& promotion day .
damn it !
i need 1 more subject to get promoted ?!
i've got enough .
i dont know why i am saying this ,, but ..
I HATE SCHOOL !
i wanna skip ,, skip ,, skip .
denn POLY life .
free timing .
at least there isnt something called "DETENTION" to stress you .
wish me luck for the promotion thing .

2007-10-14T23:18:00.000-07:00

Gotta go my own way

GABRIELLA:
Troy – listen.
I gotta say what’s on my mind.
Something about us, doesn’t seem right , these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try,somehow the plan is always rearranged.
It’s so hard to say,but I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay.

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

Don’t wanna leave it all behind.
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall everytime.
Another color turns to grey.
And it’s just too hard , to watch it all , slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today
Cause I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay.

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

TROY:What about us?What about everything we’ve been through?

GABRIELLA:What about trust?

TROY:You know I never wanted to hurt you.

GABRIELLA:What about me?

TROY:What am I supposed to do?

GABRIELLA:I gotta leave but I’ll miss you

TROY:i'll miss you.

So I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: why do you have to go)
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
(Troy: trying to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday,but at least for now,
(Troy: I want you to stay)
I gotta go my own way.
I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: what about us?)
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
(Troy: trying to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday.
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
I've gotta go my own way,
I've gotta go my own way.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=pqJkc2xidGw

OMG !
this is like so cool !
dramatic ,, i should say .
the beauty && the beast ?!
LOL !
their singing are like *jaw drop !
TROY && GABRIELLA .
i heard they stead in real life ?!
but break up after high school musical 2 ?!
i dont know .
thats what i heard .
its sad if thats the true .
i wanna watch high school musical 2 please !
:D

I WANNA GO TO THE BEACH ! bitches ,, wanna go ?! :D

2007-10-14T09:37:00.001-07:00

RED IS LOVE-D !

OMG ! the combinition of RED && black ! *drools .

I WANT IT ! I WANT IT ! I WANT IT ! :D

*FAINTS !

this looked sloggy but it's nice okay ?! from ESPIRIT hor ! :D

too bad . i want a purple && black colour combinition for this . :(

i looked wierd on it though . :D

OMG ! I WANT THIS ! :D

hello ,, hello ,, hello !

okay ,, i went to do a little shopping at JP with my jie just now .

you saw those on top ?!

OMG !

they are like .. WOW !

just like their prices .. WOW !

no money = no shopping

money money money .

i almost went $_$ .

ohhhhhhhhh ..

my mum is going shopping tmr at OG .

&& i'm not going .

MIRACLE ?!

nah .. cos i dont like it when both my jie-s never tag along .

they got school tmr .

sad ehs .

never mind .. cos i will be going out on tues with besties .

steamboat !

YUMMY ! :D

LOL !

any bitches or bastards wanna go to the beach ?! :D

2007-10-12T08:31:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL IS FUN ! :D

thats my shoe . with my love-d one on it . too bad you cant see it . :D

that was taken during the 1940s . i was still young back then . :D

oh ,, i know i looked chio . *laughs !

uniform ,, uniform ,, uniform ! cherish when you have it . :D

school uniform is the best clothing fashion . :D

hello !

i just came back from cell grp .

so i decided to post abt what i've learnt today . :D

well ,,

today i really put my heart into the p&w .

i've learnt how to differentiate the word from God .

&& you will somehow have the boiling feeling in your heart .

God will give you revelation ,, give you solutions to your problems .

&& fear not ,, cos He's always there to prevent you from making the wrong decisions && mistakes .

oh ,, that's how GREAT my Daddy God is .

&& if you have ever watched korean variety show "HAPPY TOGETHER" ,,

you will see this ,,

hahahahahah ! that towel "hat" was done by my sister . she insisted i wear it .

cos she is a KOREAN FREAK ,, just like i do . :D

OMG ! my brother is singing ! HELPPPPPPPP ~ !

2007-10-11T19:32:00.000-07:00

hi peeps !
i went shopping ytd with LILIN !
that was like .. FINALLY !
we went to watch movie && went to town .
we bought a shirt each .
so ,, that's fair .
*laughs !
&& i cant forget how LILIN get so stupid && embarassed TWICE !
well ,, she wanted a shirt but she said it was dirty && only the last piece left .
initially ,, i just said bring it home && washed .
denn i suggested that she can take another same piece from the model's body .
&& the shop owner && LILIN both went "ya hor ?! "
&& i told LILIN "see la you ! you make the model went nude ! "
LOL !
we laugh like hell can ?!
&& another time was she saw another shirt denn she asked how much was the price while searching for the price tag .
denn i told her as it was written on top sticked to the wall .
i think she didnt heard && went to ask the shop owner .
denn i told her " ARE YOU RETARD OR WHAT ?! i thought i just told you ?! it's sticked on the wall which is just above you !"
&& she went "OMG ! SO EMBARASSING ! ROWENA ,, I GO OUTSIDE WAIT FOR YOU ! "
*LAUGHS !
can you imagine ?!
&& we decided to take bus back to je inter .
&& the bus journey was like 2 boring hours .
we took pics ,, laugh ,, gossip ,, doing stupid things .
yea ,, we totally went crazy .
&& thats the fantastic day i spent ! :D
going gym later !
thats the next step .
to keep fit ,, i would say .
LOL !

2007-10-10T01:40:00.000-07:00

AT LAST !
*throw books aside .
I'M FREE !
i've waited this day for like soooooo long !
&& i shouldnt talk much abt dnt paper today .
i cant wait for shopping tmr !
good-bye ,, peeps ! :D

2007-10-09T01:00:00.000-07:00

alrights .
i screwed up my A-Maths paper .
i studied till 11 plus denn i felt i cant take it anymore .
so i slept && woke up at 5 am in the morning .
miraculously ,, what i studied actually went into my head .
but 1 hour later ,, i went back to my bed again .
so ,, it's not surprising that i screwed up my paper .
althought i didnt use a screwdriver .
hahaha ,, ok .. so lame .. :D
&& last paper tmr .
shout WOOTS ,, peeps !
*laughs !
i'm gonna do well for my last paper .
afterall ,, its the last paper ,, yea ?!
&& "movie" at LILIN 's house tmr !
*weets !
SHOPPING on thurs .
&& say good-bye to my stylish hair . :D
*waves !

2007-10-07T06:09:00.000-07:00

Song - Do you know (Enrique Iglesias)

physics paper tmr .
say good luck to me ,, peeps !
i'm so looking forward to wednesday 9.20 AM !
its like ,, WOOTS !
stress-free !
no need to get any thing into my head anymore .
but i love school though .
:D
school is fun ,, dont you agree ?!
LOL ! :D

i've got a retarded mind ! LOL ! :D

2007-10-05T23:50:00.000-07:00

wow .
i'm totally hopeless for my E-Maths paper .
another 20 plus marks gone for paper 2 .
well ,, i totally screwed up my E-Maths paper .
oh yea ,,
&& i saw ahh bang during the paper ?
that must be kidding me .
cos i took 5s to remember who he is .
over-shocked ,, i should say .
well ,, physics paper on monday .
&& i finally got wad acceleration meant .
the change in velocity over the time .
hohohohoho .
3 more papers to go .
physics ,, A-Maths ,, Dnt .
oh !
say good luck to me ,, man ! :D

2007-10-04T17:35:00.000-07:00

i've changed . ridiculously .

2007-10-04T13:46:00.000-07:00

three more days left ,,
&& I'M FREE !
examinations totally suck ok ?!
study like hell && none of the things you read came out .
thats totally pissed .
&& pimple popped out day by day && you just hoped to squeeze them all out when you couldnt .
&& anyway ,,
15 marks gone for my E-Maths paper 1 .
due to lack of time which is 2 hours . =.=''
oh well ,,
studying later at library with friends .
i just hope to do my best for the last time .
:D

i knew that at least you went off peacefully .
with that ,, i need not worry too much .
for you need not suffer anymore .

2007-10-02T00:35:00.000-07:00

she just left without a word .
i dunno what to do .
i felt so restless && helpless .

I WANNA CRY OUT LOUD !

i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad
i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad
i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad
i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad
i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad
i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad
i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad
i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad
i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad i'm sad

2007-09-30T23:53:00.000-07:00

yeap .
change yourself if you want others to like you .
i guess i'm just being arrogant the past few stupid months .
even i hated myself for showing stupid attitudes .
people will only treat you seriously when you regard them as the best .
no point talking so much ,, yea ?!
&& just like what i've written in my english compo .
blogging only creates troubles .
people start to argue about the rights && wrongs .
&& people like me ,,
are examples of being childish .
even though people dunn show it ,,
i can just sense that sth's not right .
everything people do ,,
i just feel like suspecting them .
&& thats no longer the me anymore .
cos i no longer know how to think positive-ly .

"sorry" is just a word .
you either say it with sincerity ,,
or you dun say it .

say you hate me .
cos only that den i knew that was the truth .

2007-09-27T23:07:00.000-07:00

Akon-Sorry , Blame it on me

as life goes on i’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
i realize everything i do is affecting the people around me
so i want to take this time out to apologize for things i have done
and things that have not occurred yet
and the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

i’m sorry for the times i left you home
i was on the road and you were alone
i’m sorry for the times that i had to go
i’m sorry for the fact that i did not know
that you were sitting home just wishing we
could go back to when it was just you and me
i’m sorry for the times i would neglect
i’m sorry for the times i disrespect
i’m sorry for the wrong things that i’ve done
i’m sorry i’m not always there for my son
i’m sorry for the fact that i'm not aware
that you can’t sleep at night when i am not there
because i am in the streets like everyday
sorry for the things that i did not say
like how you are the best thing in my world
and how i'm so proud to call you my girl

(bridge)
i understand that there are some problems
and i am not too blind to know
all the pain you kept inside you
even though you might not show
if i can apologize for being wrong
then it’s just a shame on me
i’ll be the reason for your pain
and you can put the blame on me

(chorus)
you can put the blame on me (4x)
said you can put the blame on me (3x)
you can put the blame on me
sorry for the things that he put you through
and all the times you didn’t know what to do
sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
just trying to stay busy till you heard from dad
and you would rather be home with all your kids
as one big family with love and bliss
and even though pops treated us like kings
he got a second wife and you didn’t agree
he got up and left you there all alone
i’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
i’m sorry that i went and added to your grief
i’m sorry that your son was once a thief
i’m sorry that i grew up way too fast
i wish i would’ve listened and not be so bad
i’m sorry your life turned out this way
i’m sorry that the feds came and took me away

(bridge)

i’m sorry that it took so long to see
they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
i’m sorry that it took so long to speak
but i was on tour with gwen stefani
i’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
for the embarrassment that she felt
just a little young girl trying to have fun
her daddy should never let her out that young
i’m sorry for club zen getting shut down
i hope they manage better next time around
how was i to know she was underage
in a 21 and older club they say
why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
verizon backed out disgracing my name
i’m just a singer trying to entertain
because i love my fans i’ll take that blame
even though the blame’s on you (3x)
i’ll take that blame from you

and you can put that blame on me (2x)
you can put that blame on me
and you can put that blame on me

chinese papers 1&2 today .
its out-of-the-textbook syllabus .
so i need not worry too much but just to do well .
paper 2 .
the second-last comprehension .
yeap ,, it really touches me .
it's abt the author had he's last day in school .
&& how he felt the past few years in school .
the last sentence mentioned that ,,
they assemble in school hall && the school song was played .
&& the year ended with a memorable one .
&& the last question asked what i would feel memorable in school if i graduate .
i feel that everything are worth memories .
from sec 1 the nerdy && "disgusting" features of me .
to sec 2 the not-independent me .
to sec 3 the willing to change me .
every disgusting moments i spent with friends .
every hardworking moments .
&& the times i knew ahh bang .
&& yeap ,,
i wanna spent my last one && a half years wearing uniform a memorable one .
i dunn wanna leave the school with regrets .
it's quite fun wearing uniform ,,
dunn you think so ? :D

i guess i'm gonna spent the next few years missing someone ,,
again .

2007-09-27T02:32:00.001-07:00

okay ,, although this is none of my business .. but i'm still saying this .
today is GRADUATION DAY .
yea ,, should be a sad thing .
but its even more heartrending to know that he didnt come to school .
oh well ..
as i said ,,
what isnt yours ,, there's no point forcing it .
tmr is the start of the End-Year exams .
i just wanna say good luck to me .
cos i didnt know how well can i do since i have been slacking a lot the past few months .
last min revision doesnt work yea ?!
but anyway ,, i have finish revising my geo .
&& i just found out that i didnt study well enough after taking the Geo Qams test today .
i just have to study hard right ?!

the end of graduation day is the mark of getting buoyed up .
good-bye ,, my love-s .

2007-09-25T00:34:00.000-07:00

i cant imagine why i still talk to her like GOOD friends when i detest her so much !
oh whatever !
school as normal .
had chem test even though Andrea Lim didnt came .
was like =.='' .
we were there like "ehh ,, how to do this ?!" ,, "this question what answer ?" .
LOL !
went home STRAIGHT after school .
that doesnt sound like me .
hahs .
well ,, cos exams are around the corner .
study study study .
after that den ..
shopping shopping shopping .
:D

oh ,, && i'm looking forward to the CHINA trip . :D

2007-09-24T02:34:00.000-07:00

schooooooooooooooooling ~ !
back from school a lonnnnngggggggggggggg time ago .
went to school as normal .
had physics Qams test .
i seriously dunno how to do .
cos i dunno wad "acceleration" means .
which means ,, about 3 questions gone !
well ,,
i hate that bitch please !
i thought she would make a good friend .
but ,, yuckkkkkkkk !
she totally pissed me off okay ?!
talked as if i owed her $100000000000000000000000000000000 okay ?!
&& anyway ,, YOU must be grateful i bought that thing from you !
stupid arsehole !
do you think that because you are "extraordinary" && i will be afraid of you ?!
BULL-SHIT !
i think of the consequences before i do any decisions .
thats because i am prepared for the worst ,,
that i dare to post about YOU now !
you totally pissed me off okay ?!
&& whether if you are or not ,,
please dunn "used" us as a SUBSTITUTE !
happy denn take ,, not happy denn go elsewhere .
if you think you have what to command us ,,
denn you are so stupidly WRONG !
cos we are not your DOGS ,, bitch !

2007-09-23T08:59:00.000-07:00

went to elizabeth hospital to visit my aunt in the morning .
she became very weak && slim since i last saw her .
i felt so sad when i saw her .
i dunno why but somehow i got a guilty feeling in me .
i havent visit her when she was sick .
i excused myself that i was too busy in school .
to think back ,,
she was the one who brought me up when i was a little kid when my parents were busy in work .
she brought my favourite food && things .
she didnt reprimand me when i did something wrong .
she helped me out whenever i was scolded by my sis when i was young .
she is like a second mother to me .
from what i know ,, she got tumour in her intestine .
&& havent been eating for the past few weeks due to no appetite .
think she would be having surgery a few days later .
good luck ,, er-gu !
May God bless her .

2007-09-21T00:51:00.000-07:00

cant imagine why am i so slack nowadays .
i dun bother to pay attention in class .
promised myself i would study each and every time .
but i end up doing else things .
man ,, i done so badly during my class test .
just feel that i must buck up ,, yea ?!
well ,, today is friday .
the end of the school week .
i think he is still in school now finishing up his work .
good luck to him . :D
&& friends ,,
sorry for being so "attitude" to you guys .
but theres something else behind the reason .
just wanna say that it's not abt ahh bang .
cos i told myself i wont get emo over him anymore .
hmm ,, how should i say ?
more on family issue .
so dunn you guys worry that i get emo cos i nvr see him ok ?!
LOL !
anyway ,, i think i better work hard for this end-year exam .
so that i can play after the exams .
:D GOOD LUCK !

how i wish i came from a single-parent family .
so that i need not worry about all those problems caused by you .
seriously ,, i never thought you existed in my world .
go && get all those girls wealthy ,,
&& leave us alone .
cos we dunn need your stupid money ,, attitude && disciplinery !

2007-09-18T07:44:00.000-07:00

:D
back to update .
just came back from library .
went to study with LILIN .
i got knowledge-s into my head .
which is the good news .
&& the bad news is ..
I'M SO DEAD !
yea ,, i promise MR OW i would hand in his science w/s tmr in the morn .
if not he will make me stay back .
&& I HAVEN'T DONE IT YET !
:D
anyway ,, i also dunno how to do all those "physical" questions .
LOL !
tmr having maths test .
&& i've studied !
&& i'm out of A-MATHS Qams ! :D
today's PE was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn !
played captains ball .
shout like crazy though there were Prelims going on .
&& I'M A GOOD CATCHER ,, ok ?!
so if you dun ask me to be the captain when playing captains ball ,,
that will be your great LOSS !
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH !
i should say ,,
i will sacrifice my "image" to catch the ball .
:D
tmr having CG .
&& good luck to me for tmr's maths test . :D

i never ever said that i like ahh bang because i know him or his character .
i DIDNT even ever say that .
so please shut your BIG mouth && mind your own business .
&& to those who are concern ,,
ahh bang is someone you guys weren't even know ,,
unless you were in the same class/level/cca as him .
which is to most of you a BIG no-no ! (because he's not popular in the school/level AT ALL !)
&& i would like to KNOW ahh bang .
not any further than that .
because i'm not a despo in relationships .
so please dunn get the wrong idea && make comments to yourself .
cos it simply is NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS .
&& i hate to say this but i must ,, in order to clarify ..
ahh bang is NOT JY !
UNDERSTAND ?!

2007-09-13T02:54:00.000-07:00

helloooooooooooooooooooooooooo !
today had last lesson with MR GARY during dnt .
i think i'm gonna miss him .
his lame jokes ,, his teachings ,, && .....
his gay-ness .
LOL !
i'm just joking .. dunn take it too seriously . :D
did some presentation board .
i was so not on luck today .
went to dental .
&& i came back with bloody teeth .
SUPERRRRRR PAIN !
thanks to XINYI's sweet ,,
i managed to survive throughout the POA lesson .
have maths followed by SS Qams .
did the test .
i hoped i pass ,, cos i wasnt doing it seriously .
tmr .
yes ,, tmr ,, the last day of the week .
i hope i get to see him .
i just merely HOPE .

2007-09-11T06:35:00.000-07:00

oh yea .
i'm back to blog .
school was as normal .
life is more relaxed .
i'm so glad that i've learned to let things go && be more open-minded .
friends were also glad that i aren't emo anymore .
because i understand a thing .
the more i desire ,, the more i wont get the things i want .
&& that leads me to bad mood .
so i decided to let things go as they are .
i want to focus more on my studies .
i wont ask for things that doesnt belongs to me .
during the one week holidays ,,
i really did some reflections of myself .
because of you ,, i cant focus during lessons .
but now ,, i've learned to let go .
stay focus on my studies && stay in a good mood physically .
but still ,,
not forgetting you .

i felt so left out .
you guys can talk about so much things .
there are so many issues you guys can talk about .
but it seems like they aren't my business /never know the issues you guys are talking abt .
sometimes ,, when i walked behind ,, looking at your-s backview ,,
i start to think ..
am i supposed to be here ?

2007-09-07T09:42:00.000-07:00

stupid pose . -.-'' I LOOK SO RETARDED ! :D

W228 ! :)

testing the temperature in process ~

i guess there's an ant on the plate ?! :D

we are curious ,, aren't we ?!

we were waiting for our FOOD !!

err ,, wad is she doing ?!

the kuku monster-s in action ! MUAHAHAHAHA !

zi lian (1)

zi lian (2)

SMILEEE ~~

the traditional "foot" chess . you haven't play it before ?! check it out ! :D
i wanted to cover my face within that few seconds ,, but i couldnt ..

i looked superrrrr ugly ,, whu cares ?! :D

wuuuuuhuuuuuuuuuu ~~~~~~~
steamboat in action !
went to have steamboat with my CG at marina .
we were getting FOOD ,, FOOD ,, FOOD !
i didnt get to be bloated though .
cos we had a few at a time .
took pictures while waiting for our FOOD to be cooked .
LOL !
went home at about 10 pm .
superrrrrrrrr tired .
my new maid is here !
is like .... FINALLY !
okay ,, that's a good thing .
cos i didnt need to do any more housework !
hehehehehehehehe !
but she like very short lehhs .
i think she shorter than TAN ELAINE .
LOL !
was thinking should i go for tmr service .
i'll decide again tmr .
&& ppl ,, check out my new blog song sang by RIHANNA .
will update the lyrics of the song if you guys are interested .
superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr nice !
oh yah ,, && new song will be coming up .
heh heh heh !
got ahh bang's info .
so if you wanna know ,, dunn miss it ! :D
okay ,, i sound like some advertisers .
anyway ,, GOODNIGHT !
my eyebags are going worse . o.o

2007-09-05T22:06:00.000-07:00

hellooooooooooooooo !
had maths tutorial ytd .
i revised for my test && i still didnt know how to do .
oh well .. i just did my best && leave the rest to God .
went to VIVO to get my flip flop .
denn took 97 to LILIN hse .
GYM-ED !
:D
yes ,, i lost about 180 calories .
plus all those walking-s ..
i should have lost about 200 calories .
i wanna do a lot of things after exams ..
shopping ,, movies ,, k-box ,, gym && have a BIG MEAL !
wahahahahahhah !
&& of cos after that ,, i will start to prepare for my "O"s .
no time to waste yea ?!
:D
meeting LILIN && RUIQI later .
going to westmall to meet OW GAN PIN .
study-s with LILIN after that .
BYE ! :D

2007-09-04T04:31:00.000-07:00

went for tutorial early in the morning .
took 187 to school with LILIN && RUIQI .
saw someone un-expectedly .
changed a lot though that person .
rush-ed the geography hw before going to the tutorial .
teacher went through the test correction .
wah seh ,, && she praised me for putting in effort .
i think i must be dreaming .
but i failed though .
i got like 10/25 ?
went for choir after tutorial .
&& wanted to thank GOH SUAT LEE ALIDA for accompany-ing me to kill time in between-s .
THANKS HUH ! :D
didnt went for the concert .
cos not a lot of peeps going .
&& i end up paying without going .
maths tutorial tmr in the morning .
good luck for my maths test tmr ,, yea ?!
shopping tmr !
&& gym-ed please ! :D

2007-09-03T00:40:00.000-07:00

back from chems tutorial .
at least i get something into my head today .
something useful .
we had in-between-breaks .
&& the girls were playing maddddddddd !
stayed back to do the wadeva TAN KAH KEE thing .
they had a LAME idea came up from me .
chat with Ms Andrea Lim while doing .
saw ahh bang !
LILIN saw me *rolled my eyes .
&& Ms Lim was curious to find out wad happen .
but she didnt catch the point .
LOL ! so too bad !
went to JP && have lunched .
did some puzzles .
i do have patience ,, okay ?!
LOL !
&& home-d !

2007-08-31T21:11:00.000-07:00

i havent been blogging for days .
cos i didnt get a chance to use the computer .
on wed was not feeling well .
i wasted my whole day at the sick bay .
vomited like some retard arse .
thurs had learning festival .
was feeling better so attended school .
well ,, i simple hate that fugly bitch please .
do you think that you are pretty just cos you have a stead ?
oh come on !
so wad if you are ex-wadeva committee ?
you think you have wad it takes to command others to do wad you want them to do ?
YOU FUGLY BITCH !
stop acting like a teachers' pet in front of the teachers ,, you bitch bitch bitch !!!
dun ever ask others to do sth when you cant even do them .
you hypocrite !
ytd teachers' day was so-so .
didnt went back to pri sch cos didnt have the time .
went to LILIN's hse to gym-ed .
210 calories off !
more please ! :]
was feeling a bit better so went for CG .
but it ended quite late .
bus-ed home after that .

can i ever see you again after your "O"s ?

2007-08-27T04:03:00.000-07:00

i saw a pic from someone's profile just now .
i dunno wadeva shit i'm feeling now .
i hate guys who show that signal .
&& i dunno if he did that .
well ,, i guess if he is ..
i'll just minus ,, minus ,, minus points .
i guess its just the face i'm looking for .
not the heart .
but if he's really one kind soul ,, denn that will be a PLUS ,, PLUS ,, PLUS .
but if it is really meant to be ,,
denn let the heaven decide .
cos if two of them are meant to be strangers ,,
they will forever be .

2007-08-24T03:38:00.000-07:00

I'M BACKKKKKKKKK !!
today's lesson was so-so ..
had CME lesson .
went to find MR RANI to pass him the edusave forms .
hehehe .
saw ahh bang .
:]
went back for lesson .
didnt went for choir today .
cos theres bs .
but last min cancel .
&& we end up at westmall 's BK .
saw ahh bang's friend on the way there .
LOL !
looking forward to monday !!!
:]

2007-08-23T05:55:00.000-07:00

just came back from library with LILIN .
we actually studied okay ?!
nothing special today .
&& i just wanna keep ahh bang things to myself .
didnt went for QAMS && PREFECT MEETING .
thats all for today .

that little arsehole changed my life .. forever ..

2007-08-22T07:52:00.000-07:00

i felt so dirty && disgusted .
i wished you dead .

2007-08-18T04:19:00.001-07:00

i'm here to confess that i'm officially despo over ahh bang !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sian .
just 1 day && i'm soooooooooo freakin eager to go back school again .
well ,,
i did saw ahh bang a number of times ytd .
i even went up to ahh bang's class to take back my thing .
saw ahh bang after school again .
but too bad i need to stay back for the SL meeting .
&& the SL photo is out .
i looked like a pile of shit please .
my hair was so messy .
&& anyway ,, who cares ?! cos thats my style .
went for the ACES practice after that .
i cant get some movements into me .
i just need more practice .
went to je library with LILIN after that .
wanted to do some maths .
but we end up chatting about our childhood memories .
LOL !
denn we saw this cute little boy .
HE'S SO CUTE && PRETTY ,, PLEASE !
he just looked so stunned when i smile to him .
LOL !
wave to him when we were about to go .
&& he just looked at me with the wierd look .
hahs ..
bus-ed home .
i sat at the last row .
&& super funny can .
cos got this 2 BIG guys sat beside me .
&& i feel so teeny weeny small .
LOL !

2007-08-16T03:50:00.000-07:00

i'm soooooooooooooooo seriously dead meat !
how can i be so stupid && retard ?!
OMG !
if that person gets to know it ,,
i think i better jump down from 1244378563696945396 storeys .
how am i going to face that person again ?
*FAINT !

2007-08-12T08:26:00.000-07:00

ohhhhhhhhhhh .
DR . AR BERNARD .
he's superrrrrrrrrr funny && lame .
okayy ,, wadeva ~
i saw *toot* after svc .
was surprised though .
but not that ..
cos i knew he was in church .
but just that dunno which one is he in .
so ,, yeap .
but the feeling was not the same as before .
cos ..
I GOT AHH BANG !
:}
went to city hall for CG .
which me && LILIN sooooooooooo dunn like make-up CG .
butttttttttttttttttttttttttt ,, we went .
the CG was like so many ppl .
&& we went "WOAH ~"
went off after sermon .
went to eat PIZZA .
bloated is all i can say .
wanted to buy school skirt from my hse there .
but no stocks .
freakin angry lorr .
the uncle asked me 2 weeks later go back collect .
in the end ,, is like .... =.=''
wadeva ~~

today's my father's birthday .
which i'm not sure of .
LOL !
now the time is 11.36 PM .
that means they just celebrated his birthday 6 min ago .
ya ,, && my mum looked so retard when she sing the birthday song .
=.=''
my sister too .
they clapped like some retard arse .
LOL !
anyway ,, my 2nd sis is such a camera failure .
she took pic without the main character .
which means she took the cake instead of both the cake && my dad .
=.=''
&& my father asked my mum where she bought the cake .
&& my mum went "SINGAPURA" while eating the cake (which means plaza singapura ) .
denn my sis went " if not denn where ?"
denn i went "MALAYSIA~~" .
okay ,, i know its LAME .
but i seriously cant thought of anything lamer than this .
that's how lame my brain is .
cos it has no legs .
get it ?!
LOL !
okay ,, enough of craps .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,, PAPA ! :]

2007-08-10T05:39:00.000-07:00

went to cut my hair today .
my fringe totally suck .
so it's left with 2 days to grow somehow longer .
&& it's growing in "process" .
yeap .
i'm going to do my homework after dinner .
or maybe tmr morning .
i want schooling !
SCHOOLING ,, SCHOOLING ,, SCHOOLING !
AHH BANG ,, AHH BANG ,, AHH BANG !
STUDY ,, STUDY ,, STUDY !
good-bye .

2007-08-09T07:45:00.000-07:00

-misses

i spent the whole day slacking again .
supposingly wanted to go library tmr .
but there's cg .
&& its at yew tee .
combined somemore .
sians .
wanted to cut hair .
denn go library to do maths .
but i supposed LILIN dunn wanna go out so early .
so ,, that's too bad for me .
i'll just see to it tmr .

i cant explain the condition i'm in now .
it's so un-describable .
their relationship can changed 912383428468484683642 degrees in a second .
&& it just affect my mood so much .
you both spoilt my childhood life .
&& when i grow up ,,
i'll never want my children to have parents like you guys .
i dunn wanna spoil their childhood life .
i'll COMMUNICATE well with them .
just like i am their best friend .
i'll try to meet their needs ,, share their problems .
i'll play with them ,, praise && worship HIM with them .
i'll spent my lifetime with them ..
never wanting them to experience the HORRIGIBLE childhood .
getting them so depresssed ..
just like me .

2007-08-08T00:47:00.000-07:00

I'M AT RUIQI'S HOUSE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D
yeap ,, we are baking "muffins" .
i think it's going to be done soon .
:]
woke up late today .
think i woke up at 5.35 am ?
supposingly meeting hui shan at 5.55 am .
but i cant make it on time .
so i told her to go school first .
cab-ed down to school .
5 min late .
practice our items .
today 我的病又复发 2 times .
cough like siao !
almost vomited .
luckily i didnt .
cos it happened at the wrong time .
overall was quite okay .
didnt saw ahh bang today .
i think he never come school .
LOL !
need to wait another 4 days in order to see him .
hahs .
i guess i just have to wait ?
:\
&& ,, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !
:D

2007-08-07T05:45:00.000-07:00

today was a COCKROACH day .
woke up early in the morning && wasted my time on cockroach .
fly here fly there .
denn bus-ed to school .
saw another cockroach in the bus .
i was like ,, eeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrr ??!!
luckily the cockroach never come to my way ,,
if not i'm gonna scream to the top of my voice .
LOL !
had maths test again today .
soooooooooooooooooo difficult !!!!!!
had prefect meeting after school .
saw ahh bang in "home" shirt ?!
yeap .
went for practice after that .
i somehow got angry .
not cos of anything .
is just that people were doing their own things ,,
talking to their friends when i am talking .
it's not nice to see that scene okay ?
so please ,,
think about how it will be if you were the one talking .
&& to you guys ,,
please make sure you memorise your scores .
God rest ye ,, adeste fiedeles && let it snow .
if not ,, you guys will know wad to do .
just a reminder ,, ok ?